Tuesday, November 22, 2022

Suicide Sonnets

 SuiCiDe SoNnEtS.

+++++++++++++


Then 

She opened her 

Mouth 

And Sang ..


Suicide Sonnets.


(That maDe 

me 

CraVe 

The BaNg.)


*

And

Lo,

HeLL was never

HaLf

So PreTTy!


As 

When I 

Heard 

Thanatopian Bells 

that

RaNg.


(Throughout

the

LoNesome 

CiTy.)

+


She HaTes Me.


She

HaTeS mE 

noT .


How does 

One 

Decide?


WheN

The HearT 

is 

BoRn to Suffer 

And 

RoT!!!


(Or swell 

with 

SenseLesS 

PrIdE.)


+


Then she ..

Opened

Her MouTh 

And 

SanG.


Suicide 

SonneTs.


(which made 

Me

SeeK tHe BaNg.)


J.S.H

Monday, August 15, 2022

3 a.m.

 

3 A.M. 

+++++



3 a. m. 

Figures...


Sometimes 

I think it's always 3 a.m. .

and 

all other moments are clever 

tricks 

(without treats)


The Heart plays to keep me

Guessing 


When things will end this 

time.


Whether 

By

Judge , jury, 

Executioner. 

(Or

Lover)

*

Oh,


Who knows 

the 

Beauty 

Of 

Metaphysical 

Improv.?


The 

Horrors 

Of 

Soul's 

Articulations?!


(Or

The difference 

In Betwixt.)

*

But 

Let's go back 


To


3 a.m. 

MooNshiNe 

of 

a Spotted Mind ..


(That

 Dreams 

In Black 

and 

White.)


(No:

3 a.m. I love you 

But 

Goodbye!)


+


3 a.m. 

gasping /Heart 

Near Gone 


Lungs About 

Fucked too 


Nobody's

Fault but the 

World's 


(and 

Mine.)


3 a.m. 


who cares 

Anymore?


3 a.m. fuck it.


(Perhaps it'll be 

Better Next Time.)

J.s.h.

Saturday, April 30, 2022

The 13th plea

 The 13th

Plea.

××××××

×××××××


I plead 

the 

13th..


(but 

don't know 

what 

that is.)


God

Damn,

 

The 

Multiverse stinks!



(I'll 

drown in The Stench 

Of 

Hypocrites. )

+


Love seems

Like


Goodbye 

In 

Reverse;


(which

Always feels like 

The 

Last Farewell.)


Hello 

Angel


I'm 

YouR

DeVil 

Cursed!!


(Your Smile 

Casts

A Wicked Spell.)

+


What is this 

Rage 

I can't Control?


(There's 

Victims Buried in 

The 

Woods.)


This

Fire Burning 

In 

My 

Soul!!


Its 

Fuel?


(A

Nightmare

Childhood. )

+


I plead 

Th1rt33n


Yet

What is that?..



(Recurrence 

in A 

Cosmic Shell.)


and 

wish

to 

Weep 


but 

only 

Laugh!!!


( Craving 

Love that 

Hurts 

Like Hell.)


J.Stephen.H

Thursday, April 28, 2022

 A Challenge to

The Dark.

×××××××××××××


Her Smile 

is 

Challenge 

To 

The 

Dark;


(Heart

Screaming 

Through 

A

Wall 

Of

Silence.)


Which tears 

The 

World Apart.


(and 

fills 

an 

Angels 

Head

with 

Violence. )


+


Kissed Her 

as

The Moon Grew

Full;


(No Razor-Lips

of 

Rage Protesting. )


Until

We Both Laughed 

At 

Our Funeral!


(and forgot 

Old 

Sins not 

worth 

Confessing. )


+


Her Smile 

then 

Became 

My 

Reason;


(An Imperfect 

Work 

Of

Perfect Art.)


Which shines 

now 

Through 

each 

Haunted 

Season.


(and 

Warms The Winter

Of 

My Heart.)


J.Stephen. H.

Monday, February 7, 2022

 Love Sees 

All.

+++++++++++++


The 

Old Cliché 

is 

Wrong;


Love is 

Not 

Blind.


Love 

Is:


The Third 

Eye 

Of The World 


which 

Sees Beyond 

The 


Darkness,

Pain, 

Misery, Loneliness, 

Chaos 

and Despair 

of 

Life ..


into 

The Furthest 

Reaches 

of 

The 

Immortal 

Soul.


So..

Please,

Get 

It 

Right.


Love 

is 

NOT

Blind.


(Love 

Sees 

All.)


J.Stephen.H.