Love in a past tense.
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When you tell me
that You Loved Me
Love,
(In a Past Tense)
I'm reminded sorely
of
Everything I lost..
and
just How Far I fell.
How I Became your
killer...
A
Murderer of Smiles
who
fed (with Tears)
His
hellish Appetites.
(Hope
for Breakfast..
Followed
by
Fleeting
Joy
at
Midnight.)
And so I say I hate
Me
Presently Love,
and
Mean every word
of
It...
faithfully;
Faithfully like
the
Damned
who know the hours
of
Their Burning!
(Regardless
that
they also know
the
world will not
cease
turning.)
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Who said monsters
Never
Prayed Love?
(Whoever the
Fucking
liar
is
I care not even
Know.)
I pray for
Heavens
Laughter
Like a jester
of
The Court!
(But am
answered
Only
By it's sorrow.)
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Well love
time
to
Go...
back to where
I
Was Before.
Presently into
the
ever-Past
In search
of
Newborn
Futures...
While
hoping
In My Pauper's
Heart...
you
may
occasionally
remember!!!
(that I
still
Love you
In
the
Present tense.)
may
occasionally
remember!!!
(that I
still
Love you
In
the
Present tense.)
J.Stephen.H
.
.