the absurd beauty in a suicidal smile

The Absurd
Beauty in A
Suicidal Smile
+++++++++++++

Oh love,

do you
Hate Me?

Because
I see
Absurd Beauty
In
A Suicidal
Smile?

I've just
been ..

feeling

Odd
Lately.

( and haven't

believed 

in Goodness 

for a while.)

+

I Saw You
Yesterday..

walkin
Down
By The
Crimson
Sea.

(where we
used
to Pray.)


and

it'll likely
become
Another
Nightmare
Memory!

(that no
amount of
Booze can
wash away.)

+

Oh
Love.. 

do
You

Hate
Me?

Because
I
chose to
stick
around 

and

tough shit
out?

Hoping
there
is
beauty left
to
see.

(regardless
that
my heart is
full
of doubt.)

+

When
Night
becomes

a 

Tragic song,

(and
ThE Darkness
Falls)

I will
Try my
damnedest
to
be strong.

Yet

when

I hear your
laughter
down the
halls,

I
KNOW..

that
it probably
won't
be
Long!

(before 

I
Wear

A
Suicidal Smile.)

J.Stephen.H.