my hunger was not in vain

my hunger
was not in vain.
+++++++++++++

love..

if my heart
gives out before
it
ceases
To Beat
for you..

please know
that,

my hunger was
not in
vain.

because .

it
taught me 

the
meaning
of
true loss.

(though 

my
desires were
never 

gained.)

i still count
the seconds

Love,..

and they're still
small
eternities which
keep
you far from me.

yet fondly

i
recall
the grave-shadows
in
your Eyes.

(they are
the Rainbows
of My 

Memory.)

*

Oh,

speaking 

of
Hearts..

Nothing
breaks one 

quite
like
your Face.

Yet i love 

how
your smile
tears 

worlds apart!

(and leaves 

the
pieces in 

a 

Better Place.)

*

i wish 

you
understood 

how
sacred
you are.

how even 

shitty
things
seem better 

in
your
Presence.

you are 

an
Ever-Shining
Star!

(which leads 

to
many Heavens.)

so..

if my heart

gives 

out 

before it ceases 

to
Beat for 

You,

please know
that,

my hunger was
not in
Vain.

and Your

Memory
has
made 

My
Shadow Life
A
Rainbow!

(regardless if
it Ends In Pain.)

J.Stephen.H.